you can always sell any dream to me.

I start with Monday. Maybe you know that my school plans a trip to Southern Tirol. For everyone from class 9 to 13. So my friends and i were very interested and we told our teacher that we wanted to go to Tirol. Because so many ppl wanted to travel to Tirol the teachers chose 50 ppl. Me and my friend were one of them. So we were very happy and we talked about what we would do when we arrived.. I told my mum that my teacher wants me and my friend to go with them and she was very happy, because my last vacation in another country was france... when i was 4. So she said "Yes, we'll pay for you!" At wednesday we met our teachers to talk about what we need, cause we wanted to ski 5 days. When i heard what we need i thought about the money. 300€ for the trip, ca. 100€ for my shoes, jackets & trousers [Winter / Snow jackets..] and 50€ "Pocket Money". Although i knew that my parents couldn't pay for this all i said "Yes, sure i'll come with you." So i came home and showed my parents the things i wrote down. So my dad told me he couldn't pay for all this. He told me that he has to visit Prag because of his work. I can't visit Tirol because of this. So I was very disappointed. My friends are having fun at Tirol and i'm at school. NICE! But i said to myself: "No. Your Dad has almost NO vacation. He works hard for you and your brothers. Let him go to Prag and don't play the disappointed one." So i told one of the teachers that i couldn't travel with them with tears in my eyes. I hate money! But one of my friends hasn't slept the whole night because she thought about the trip. She wants to do a year abroad and her dad wants her to decide what she wants more. The classtrip to tirol or 3 Months in Australia. She decided the 3 months in Australia. So i'm going to stay with her in school.. I'm interested in what she's going to do in Australia. She told me from when to when she's in Australia. From ca. 20. July to the beginning of September. I suddenly squeeked. "WHAT? You're in Australia when i turn 16?" BUH! This sucks. She's my almost best friend and she's in Australia when i turn 16, she's in Australia when i turn 16, she's in Australia when i turn 16. I know her for almost 10 years.. and she always told me "I'll organize your 16th birthday, honey!" So this Thursday is a motherfucker!
Maybe something that will make you [ and me] smile :) In January i have my exam in Kung Fu. For the yellow belt! :D Me and Bambi are soo excited but i have to train a lot cause i don't know all of the forms i should know ;) So what?! I can do this!

Jessie paint your pictures 'bout how it's gonna be.
By now I should know better, your dreams are never free.
But tell me all about our little trailer by the sea;
Jessie you can always sell any dream to me.
Oh, Jessie, you can always sell any dream to me.

.. but we are young.

Nice week. I dunno where to start. School was very fun cause we didn't have as much lessons as we usually have :') At monday i had no school because of the "pedagogically days" in my school. So Monday was a me-time day :) And tuesday.. mhh.. I came to school and in the first lesson a friend told me that a guy in my class has the swine flu.. i thought he was kidding me but now i know that this guy was really infected o.o So we talked a lot about this flu and we all were scared, cause so many people died. mhh..the big Latin exam :P We wrote 2 lessons.. with an other class :) Wasn't easy but i won't get an F :P I hope so.. :D At the evening i went to practise.. we trained hard cause we will show our form at the christmasparty.. so we tried to be synchron but.. it didn't work the first times :D So you see.. we have to train hard until christmas :P so when i came home everything hurted.. but i had to run to the train :P The train i have to take is the last one.. so i ran and ran and ran.. then i arrived at the station and went into the train. 5 seconds later it drove out of the station :P then i came home and i still had to do my homework & i had to take a shower and i couldn't find a towel and my shampoo disappeared.. so it was total chaotic :P At this night i didn't sleep because my whole body hurted.. but at wednesday i felt like a newborn baby.. and i dunno why :P This was the first night i found my lamp at the first try :P Wednesday was the typical schoolday.. so nothing to tell you :P But in the evening my friends and i went to the cinema to watch "LOL". It's a movie filmed in France :P But i really love this film and i just thought the whole time: "Please movie, don't stop, don't stop!" :P It's really funny and tells about the problems from teenagers with their parents :P And when i came home i wanted to put my earring on.. but my earlobe piercing has been accrued o__o So i took a hot needle and then i stinged the piercing again o; This hurted much :P But it worked! :D And today was a crazy day.. My lessons had been SO BORING :I I hate Thursday.. cause i usually have 9 lessons :P But today & tomorrow is the "Parent Conference Day" :P Nooo, my mum hasn't been on a Parent Conference since i was 12 :P And i'm glad about it! At the lessons a friend and i talked about year abroad.. She's very interested in visiting Australia :P So we talked about the climate, the animals, the people and then we talked about how much this would cost. Our teacher told us it would cost more than 10 thousand euro for one year.. An half year "just" 5 thousand.. and your grades must be good enough :P So the money is my poblem.. I'd visit China.. but i don't speak chinese & i have not enough money :P So i'll stay in Germany :)

U should listen to: Supergrass - Alright ; Jean-Philippe Verdin - Lola ; Jean-Philippe Verdin - Little Sister
From the movie: LOL :P

That's it for now.

i'm rusted from the rain..

Alright. Yesterday was a great day. I designed my room new and now it looks.. big & great. My Dad helped me a lot so it was done after 2 hours. We had to push my 2 biig [i mean REALLY big] wardrobes to the other side of the room. My mum told us the whole time that we should put the things out of the wardrobes, but we didn't do this. Why should we? We're strong enough... But when we first tried to push the wardrobe it didn't move :D But after all everything is where i want it to be :P In the evening [22pm or something like that] i watched Final Destination. And everyone who ever watched this film knows, that it's a nightmare. I couldn't sleep the half night and when i fell asleep i dreamed of this film. And i woke up sweating. It was really scary cause i didn't find my lamp, because it wasn't where i expected it. So I groped along the wall and i thought the whole time: oh my god there's a ghost or a murder or something baaaad.. And then I found my lamp .. it was where i put it the day before and i could have killed my self for having soo much fear just because i watched Final Destination! :D
Then i had breakfast with my family and my oldest brother said something about emos. He always says that i am an emo. This sucks! He said: Yes, Franzi will become an emo.. look at her nails!
Just because my nails were black?! Look at her hair! It was a little mess.. U know mum.. i bet she wants a piercing!
And then my mum began to tell us about how bad piercings are and that nobody gets a job who has a piercing and she'll never allow me to have one and blaaa.. So I went upstairs because i hate it when my family talks this way. But sometimes i really hate my brother. You have to know that his girlfriend was there too. He acts always like this when she's there. But she doesn't laugh about the jokes he makes about me. That's why i like her :)
Good Charlotte - Lifestyles ; Billy Talent - Rusted from the rain
That's it for now.

i don't care about what you say..

It's November. Maybe the right month to change something in my life. The last weeks were hard. School isn't as easy as i expected. There are much projects and tests. Sometimes i'm at school until 16:30. I planned so much the last weeks, but nothing really happened. I promised myself that i have to change something, but nothing happened. So now is the time. My Dad told me to work harder, cause i was very.. well i was VERY lazy. So now i try hard to don't disapoint him. Today my coach told me and my best friend that we can show what we've learned. At the Christmasparty from our association! I'm so excited cause this is what we dreamed of. He told us that we're good and we shouldn't hide. I feel like flying on clouds. I practise Kung Fu for 7 months and this will be the first time we show other people what we've learned. Maybe you can't understand what this sport means to me, but it's the greatest experience i've ever made. My coaches are the funniest and nicest people you can imagine. So maybe school's hard, but i always [!] look forward to Kung Fu. I can say that my life is much better than it was before.. maybe it's Bambis fault [my best friend].
Does anybody know if Linkin Park is playing at Rock am Ring 2010?
My parents say i'm too young for being at Rock am Ring, but i wanna be there. It was my dream since i was 10. Love this festival and i live near Nürnburg.. so i wanna be THERE! Bambi & her brother would come with me but her mum don't allow her to go there too. FUCK! :) But it's okay, so i wait one year. Or two.
There's another thing i'm not allowed to do. I want Snakebites, you know? Those piercings at the lips. I really want them cause they look awesome at me. And what are my parents doing? "NO. You're too young and with a piercing you won't get a job!" And i was like WTF? Sure i can get a job with piercings.. Sometimes i wish my parents wouldn't be this.. borgeouis[?] don't know the right word :P i mean a piercing isn't the end of the world... is it?
Slipknot - Snap ; Fall Out Boy - I don't care
That's it for now.
Just wanted to say: Bambi? I LOVE YOU :'D